This Is What a Real Multiplication Table Looks Like

I really struggle with arithmetic and times tables. Don't get me wrong, I learned everything I was taught, and did okay on school tests, but I retain almost nothing now. Why is that? The problem actually stems from poor teaching, at least as much as it does from my declining memory.  

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